The fact I’ve betted on four different events recently, and I’ve lost all four times.  Its fucking horrible, man.   The sad part of it all is that I haven’t learned anything. It’s simply a rush, the possibility of winning when others doubt the probability of it happening.    So in this case, it was the Super Bowl… and I was rooting for the Colts.   Silly me.

I’m pretty much addicted to betting, and I need to stop.  I’ve lost a few hundred already.  Now imagine if I were rich?   My money would go down the toilet faster than a dead goldfish.  I need to get it together and stop the madness…

But… but…. what if the next time, the team I might’ve picked to win ends up winning?  And I never betted?  Ugh…